billyspazzfreak's Journal

Ok so uh yeah. Moving to xanga. It's funner.^^

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=EndlessBilly << Ok so yeah. That's the link if you want to add it or favorites it or w/e. So yeah.

Current Mood: sore

Ok so yeah. Megan and I have decided that we're not going to obsess over GC's looks. But I can still marry Billy, she can still marry Benji and Tony be the best man. So yeah. I'm happy. Ooh and Im gonna see if I can make an xanga journal instead. But I dont know if im going to lolz.

Current Mood: stressed

Ok wow that's just scary.

Tony and I just realized we were crying at the same time last night about the EXACT same thing. We were both thinking about death..I was watching this thing and these two old people died and I was like..I don't want my dad to die..and yeah. She played her guitar. You know Benj would be proud of you.^^

So yeah. That is some MAJOR espn..lol.

Current Mood: thirsty

**Must...stop...stealing..from...Hil... O_o. But they're SOO addictive.**

-first grade teacher's name: Sr. Joan..and then we had Ms Divio or something?
-last words you said: 'Shutup birds..'
-last song you sang: 'Moper' Allister {it's on now and you just cant help but sing along with Scottie's voice..}
-last thing you laughed at: Tony..
-last time you cried: last night.

PRESENT.

-what's in your cd player: In my actual CD player I have the NFG CD, in my orange CD Player/Radio I have the first GC CD..and in the stereo in my mum's house I have the first GC CD..
-color socks are you wearing: None..I just woke up.^^
-what's under your bed: a snowaboard, stuffed animals, alot of crap..
-what time did you wake up today: 10am

FUTURE.

-what is your career going to be: Lawyer/Sports Agent/Teacher
-where are you going to live: In the Point Pleasant/Mansquan/Wall region.

-how many kids do you want: 3 or 4
-what kind of car will you drive: a RED 1963 Chevy Impala SS..or a beige colored Jeep Wrangler

CURRENT.

-current hair: redish.
-current clothes: Red Donald Duck shorts, turquoise Ireland shirt..Hey! I just woke up..lolz..
-current jewelry: None, but usually a thick brown leather bracelet {siobhan LOST} and a necklace with my name on it that I made in Texas..
-current annoyance: My birds won't shut up.

-current smell: I can't smell anything..O_o

-current longing: My 2nd GC CD, Money, winter,
-current desktop picture: Billy background I made..

-current favorite music artist: Oooh.... GC/Allister/NFG
-current book:

-current worry: school
-current hate: Alot of stuff.
-story behind your username: On LJ & AIM. Well. Pretty Simple. BILLY: my love SPAZZ: what I am FREAK: what I am about Billy
-favorite physical feature on a guy: Hair and eyes.O_O OH YES..
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: TONY!!!!
-i am happiest when: Im awake, with my friends

-i feel lonely when: No one's home and im bored.
-do you think too much: Think about WHAT too much?
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Waldorf, Maryland.
-famous person you have met: Uhm. Richard Simmons? And I bumped into Al Roker in NY..

-do you have any regrets: Not really..
-sex or love: x_x love
-favorite coffee: Do expresso brownies count?
-favorite smell: coffee, some stuff from Bath n Bodyworks..But I cant go in there without sneezing to death so yeah.
-what makes you mad: Annoying people. Rude People. and yeah. Alot of stuff. People poking me when Im freaking out. -cough- Blair -cough-
-favorite way to waste time: internet/tv
-what is your best quality: I think I'm funny..?O_O
-are in currently in love: maybe.. who knows?
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Uhm. My life's really boeing. But once I...let me get back to you on that..

-any bad habits: Yeah. As John says, I twitch WAY too much.

-do you find it hard to trust people: depends on who.
-last thing you bought yourself: I ordered the MEST Cd..
-bath or shower: shower
-favorite season: summer
-favorite color: black & neon green/ red
-favorite time of day: afternoonish-night
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: hrm... secret? nah.

FASHION.

-how many coats and jackets do you own: 1 winter jacket, my softball jacket, then I have like a raincoat thingy that folds up, then like 3 or 4 sweatshirts..
-do you wear a watch: I used to but they broke..
-favorite pants color: i don't know..lol..
-most expensive item of clothing: Probably my winter jacket that was like..120 dollars.
-most treasured: My GC sweatshirt..{Megan, you KNOW Benji probably touched it}
-do your friends know you: I would hope so..

-what do they tend to be like: funny,crazy, LOUD, mostly we're a bunch of clones that are all that.
-can you count on them: I would hope so.
-can they count on you: Yeah...

.LAST.

-last book you read: April Morning

-last movie you saw: The Butterfly Effect
-last movie you saw on the big screen: Anchorman
-last show you watched on tv: I Love the 90's-1996
-last song you heard: on the radio? This song I thought was by Yellowcard but I couldn't tell.. and then on the computer? The One That Got Away- Allister
-last thing you had to drink: Snapple

-last thing you ate: Dip n Dots
-last time you showered: as soon as I got back from Alex's party yesterday..so like..5:30ish?
-last time you smiled: When Tony came online. Lolz
-last time you laughed: Yesterday at the boardwalk. Several times.
-last person you hugged: My dad?
-last person you talked to online: Tony
-last person you talked to on the phone: I think Tony..I can't remember..maybe my mom..

DO YOU.

-smoke: no
-do drugs: no
-drink: no
-sleep with stuffed animals: uh huh
-have a dream that keeps coming back: used to
-play an instrument: used to. The recorder, 3rd grade. And I *desperately* want to play drums.
-believe there is life on other planets: yeah
-read the newspaper: rarely
-have any gay or lesbian friends: no.
-believe in miracles: I guess
-consider yourself tolerant: depends who the person is..

-consider police a friend or foe: Foe. Too scary.
-like the taste of alcohol: no.
-believe in astrology: It's so true, how could I not?.
-believe in magic: no
-pray: on rare occasions
-go to church: Yeah..but it's weird..i havent gone with my dad in such a long time..
-have any secrets: yeah
-have any pets: yep
-go or plan to attend college: uh huh

-talk to strangers: of course.
-have any piercings: uh huh
-have any tattoos: no
-hate yourself: everyone does at some time.
-wish on stars: yeah

-like your handwriting: Only during the summer when it's all..wild and carefree-ey..lolz
-believe in witches: no
-believe in ghosts: no
-believe in santa: no
-believe in the easter bunny: no
-believe in the tooth fairy: no
-have a second family: The Teufels are my second family.^^
-trust others easily: kinda..

Yey. That gave me something to do. And while i finished this, I got really pissed at emma. GR. I really do think I hate her. But who knows.

Current Mood: aggravated

Lalalalala..you're an idiot...lalalalala..you're a jackass...lalalala..you talk to much..lalalalalala...you're crazy..lalalalala..I LOVE that song..The Kylie Minouge Tribute by Joel and Benji.

I **officially** think fireworks are one of the most inspirational things in the world, besides music. They're just so huge and pretty and I dont know, they seem like they go on forever. Ok so yeah. That was my little inspirational thing.

And yeah. Tonight Jaimie was like you should go out with Vinnie because he's really nice to you and I think he likes to you. And ok w/e, but he's VINNIE. So I told Gare and I was like..I kinda know I could do better then Vinnie if I really wanted to. And he got all pissed at me and called me a cocky brat. So yeah. I don't think I'm cocky. But whatever.

Ooh. I have an idea. Comment on this on ur idea of Vinnie. -shudders slightly-

Current Mood: irritated

1.What time is it? 5:59pm
2.What is your name? Deirdre
3.What is your birthday? January 13th, 1992
4.How many sibs do you have? 2
5.What are your sibs names? Siobhan and stepsister Kit         6. Do you work? Nope   

7.If yes, where? nope
8.If no to #6, Where do you wanna work? Boardwalk. Mwhaha. Realistically, Surf Taco or music store
9.Do you have a car? *technically* my aunt's car is going to be mine when I can drive
10.What kinda car do you have/want? Pontiac Sunfire

131.What did you do today?: woke up, went to Alex's party with megan, came home, went to the boardwalk with Megan..

Current Mood: bouncy

Ok so yesterday night me and Tony went to see Anchorman with Siobhan & Sean. So yeah. They went in before since they were on a "date" lol.. and we were getting popcorn.  Tony said something about a regular popcorn we wanted and he was like.. are you SURE about that popcorn? and I started cracking up and walked away megan was like yeah..then Tony joking was like, why does everyone hate us? And he was like. I dont hate you. And he turned to the guys behind us and was like..Do YOU hate them? and they were like No..He was SOO scary, then Sean came and got a water and saved us. w00.

So yeah. Anchorman was pretty funny. Not as funny as expected though. The only part I **really** liked was when all the newstations got into a fight like with Vince Vaughn and Ben Stiller and the Mexican News Channel. Ooh..And when Jack Black kicked the dog off the bridge. Mwhaha.

Oh, and Blair. The Cheese CIRCLES. CIRCLES, not puff. And yeah. Im badly sunburned. Badly.

Hey all. Ok so yeah. Megan and I are going to the pool hall wit her dad and possibly Eric. So yeah.I suck at pool. This should be interesting.

Ooh. And Mkay and I went to see Dodgeball ::again:: on Saturday. I forget if I already posted about that not but too bad. It was SOOO funny. AGAIN. Lol.

And we were like 30 minutes early and we were the only ones in the theatre..So i was playing with my blue Icee..and it was like halfway full..and I blew into it..and it went up alittle and bubbles came out..then I blew REALLY hard and it splat all over my face. OMG. Mkay and I were cracking up. Then a bunch of people came in so we had to shut up. Mwhaha.

Current Mood: enthralled

Ok so yeah. Going over Megan's today at like..6ish. w00.

And can SOMEONE please tell me if I'm invited to Alex's party? Becaise he forgot to call last night...so grr Alex.

Current Mood: awake

Ok. This doesn't count since they're my own quizzes.

 Ehehe.

 Sweeeeeeet.

Ok. So yeah. Dave and I played tennis for like 2 hours today and it was awesome lol. The game's actually pretty esay to grasp. Just. really hard to do backhand thingys. ::shudder::

Ooh.Yeah. Staying over Megan's tommorow.

Current Mood: happy

Ok yea. I got bored. So take the two quizzes I made.

http://quizilla.com/users/billyspazzfreak/quizzes/Which%20Billy%20Martin%20Look%20Are%20You%3F

^^ Which Billy Martin Look Are You?

http://quizilla.com/users/billyspazzfreak/quizzes/Which%20of%20Benji's%20Hairstyle%20are%20You%3F

^^ Which Benji Hairstyle Are You?

Ok so yeah. Pictures from Texas. And Tommorow I'll do pics from today. Mwhaha.

1st pic; Dennis, John, and I {and my awesomely bad sunburn..which thankfully is gone} waiting in line for this Mindbender ride in AstroWorld

2nd pic; O_o. Can't really see it..but surprise attack photo of John

3rd pic; Me,Dennis,John, and Aunt Rosie next to Greezed Lightning..w00..Lol

Current Mood: indifferent

Ok wow. Emma's annoying me right now. But oh well.

Sweetiem05018: hey 
BillySpazzFreak: hey
Sweetiem05018: meg is with blair\ 
BillySpazzFreak: Yea. i know..
Sweetiem05018: now we should do somethin 
Sweetiem05018: but wat? 
BillySpazzFreak: Nothing..
Sweetiem05018: no,, ....But wat should we do 
Sweetiem05018: !!!!!! 
BillySpazzFreak: why would wedo anything?
Sweetiem05018: bkz meg ditched us 
BillySpazzFreak: No she didnt.
Sweetiem05018: ooo well,   do u see her around u 
BillySpazzFreak: She didnt ditch us.
Sweetiem05018: do u see her around 
BillySpazzFreak: That doesnt mean she ditched us.
BillySpazzFreak: She has other friends.
Sweetiem05018: but we should do somethin anyway 
BillySpazzFreak: Its not that big of a deal
BillySpazzFreak: no. we should.
BillySpazzFreak: shouldnt*
Sweetiem05018: oksry                                                                              Sweetiem05018: i thought we were friend but i guess i thought wrong 
BillySpazzFreak: Uh. we are?>
BillySpazzFreak: I cant do anything all weekend.     

So yeah. Grrness.

Current Mood: annoyed

K..I know this is really random..but I was just listening to a Korn song..so yeah. Little convo that went on during Seaside with Megan..

Me {to john}: Do you have anything besides rap?

John: We have Korn...

Megan: With a K?!?!

John {sarcastically}: Nooooooo

Me: AND a backwards R?

..It doesn't seem funny now, but it was at the time. And what I just realized, the song im listening to is the one he played..Lol..

Ok, Ill shut up now.

Current Mood: frustrated

 Just..WHY BILLY,WHY? Ok. Trying to be optimistic, if you take away the excessive eye makeup..it really wouldn't be that bad. I was just..taken aback by it. O_o.

Ok so yeah.  Time for a normal post. -twitchspasm- Poor Billy...

Ok ok now really. So yeah. Woke up around 10:30 this morning..and got on the computer. w00hoo. ::is still in pajamas:: So yeah> im gonna go take a shower now and then Mkay's staying the night. We're going to rent Secret Window with the awesome Johnny Depp in it..and some CSI movie she wants to watch. So yeah. Im kinda in shock,lol. But really. Just take away the eyemakeup and he's like the male Cruella Deville..which good  I guess..Maybe Paul suggested..he had the black/white thing for awhile..

Oh, and for my music, if u havent noticed..I've been listening to the two CDs on random alot lately..so yeah.lol.

Current Mood: shocked

Ok. I swear to freaking God this is my last quiz result thing for like a month. I'll even add a regular post today,too.

You are Good Charlotte... This CD rocks..i wish GC stayed that way!!! What Good Charlotte CD are you?

Good. I lurve this CD. 2nd one is pretty good too though.

You're Hamster Billy. You love hamsters. In fact, you're probably petting one right now. Or, if you really love them, you're eating them. What personality disorder Good Charlotte member are you?

You are one of the original Good Charlotte fans! You probly think that they have sold out from all of their appearances on MTV! But hey....as long as they are happy.....What kind of Good Charlotte fan are you? Dude. They are /not/ sellouts so just stop asumming.^^

Whats Your Good Charlotte, Bad Habbit? Your Ghetto Punk Joel...... ummm, your just a little to ghetto... common you beat box to your own music, common kid your a "punk" not a rapper!.... (prase the lord)

Alrighty then..

What Good Charlotte slash pairing are you?  You're Billy and Joel. You're probably the most fucked up couple of gay guys ever. Billy would be sweet and innocent if Joel didn't completely corrupt him. You love each other, just in some really twisted way.

 Ok. lalalalala. If that mental image didn't corrupt me. Im scared. Lalala. These people need to get lives.

Motivation Proclamation-you find it hard to even get out of bed every morning, all you need is a little motivation! What Good Charlotte song are you?"

Love the song..and the picture.

What Good Charlotte band member's hair are you?"

 Duuuuuude...That's when he had his awesome hair. It's rather freaky when I don't even try and get him.

What Paul ( Good Charlotte ) hair style are you? Your Paul's Blue Hair. Your lively and always up and doing somthing crazy. Just like you!

I LOVE Paul's blue hair. And that boot is cool.

 You need Billy as much as me!!!!! YOU RAWK!!!!! WE CAN'T LIVE W/O BILLY!!!!! Do You Need Billy Martin as Much as Me?" 

The quiz results would be awesome if she spelt rock right,lol. Just a pet peeve. Rawwwwwwwwwk. On.

 what benji madden are you? You are very old school Benji!

Old school Benji is awesome. Now. no more results for like a month. ;;

Current Mood: groggy

Ok Dude. I have a serious addiction. It's like..a drug. Ehehe.

 Billy- Ooh yea baby! You got hot Billy, Taco Bell Boy. And if you get married, you won't even have to cook! Just order the pizza and he's happy {Who would You Marry?} Taco Bell...mmm..

 Not a quiz but how WELL does this portay me? Lol..

 Yeppers. You're a true blue GC fan.You love GC not just because they're hot, but because they're great musicians.You know everything about them, some might say you're obsessed, but so am i, so that's ok! we both probably need to see a therapist because we have an unhealthy love for GC and are stalker-ishly in love with GC! but that's ok,Rock on! {Are You a true GC Fan or a Teenie?} Ok the answer to this one was just. Easy.

 {Which Sp song are You?}

Duuuuude... I Love that song^^

 {Which SP Member are You?} OMFG. DAVID. I lurve him. Almost as much as Billy. ALMOST.

 {Which Joel Are You?} Oops..didn't try and get that..But Hey! I cant help if Benji would make a great Prez..

 You're Billy. You're often overlooked as just another guitarist. You love wearing makeup. You're very pretty. {Which GC Guy Are You?} ok..this would be acceptable if i didnt say I was a drummer. Grrness stupid quiz. I still love u tho Billy.

 SeXy JoEl {What Joel Mood Are You?} Ok. the mole is NOT sexy in any way shape or form.

{Who Will You Marry?} Big Surprise. But still. w00. I didn't even try and get him.

{What Benji Piercing Are You?} Ehehe. Lip studds are cool.

{Who Are You?} -twitch- Ok. First off. It's JOEL. JOEL. So eh. But what's freaky..I don't like hugs either. O_o.

{What Song Are You?} Stupid quiz....but I LOVE that picture. Ehehe.

 Avril Lavigne, she's a disgrace to your kind. {What Annoying Celebrity would You Kill?} OH YES. Finally.

Ok. So yeah. Maybe Ill take a tiny hiatus off of quizzes. NOT. But yeah.

Green is me, Yellow is the quizname, and red is the quiz results.

Current Mood: thirsty

HOLY DAMNATION. Some people are awesome artists.

  - Cmon. You know I had to.^^ OH yes.

 Ok yeah. That is AWESOME. Some people have no life except PaintShop Pro. But I salute them.

 Ok c'mon. How can you not love the baldness of Chris Wilson? It's just..prettiful.

 Of course he does.^_^. Go Billy!

For Me and Megan. Beautiful Billy. But a tad too much eye makeup.

For Megan. yes. MEGAN. Lol. Since Joel is being a retard with HDuff.lol

Megan deserves a second one because of Joel. EVEN THOUGH IT'S A RUMOUR. RUMOUR.

Current Mood: content

Ok. So yeah. Continuation of the summary;

Sunday; We went to a surprise birthday party/ 4th of July party. John slept for awhile because he had a earache. Then we hung out with Cameron and his evil cat. And watched them play guitar, which was awesome. Then watched his uncles set off fireworks.

Monday; We hung out. That's about it. But it was fun.

Tuesday; Me, John, and Aunt Rosie went to this aquarium. We did this Shark Tour and you go on this little train..and towards the end there's an "escaped great white shark"..and out of nowhere this giant fake shark pops out of the water..and i pushed John..it was SO freaky lol... Then Aunt Rosie made us go on this huge ferris wheel and john and i were mentally freaking out. Then we went to HardRock cafe, Houston, lol, and we were right next to the KISS wall so john was really excited...{okaaaaaaay,lol}

Wednesday; So yeah. Had to get up at 6am and get ready. Then Aunt Rosie made John get up and say goodbye. So yeah. My mom was like.."it was one of those awkward I dont want to but I have to hug you because ur my cousin.." I was like cracking up in the car when she said that. I guess I was a little high,lol. So yeah. I got stuck on a plane with a million little kids..and there was really bad turbulence ...::kind of spilled soda all over the floor on the plane:: Then I got home and we got Ben and Jerry's.

And that concludes the Texas Summary.

Current Mood: crazy

Ok. So YEAH. I'm back from Houston. w00t. You know you missed me. And now time for....

SUMMARY; mwhahhaha.

Wednesday; Ok so yeah. I'm on the plan for the 2.5 hours and then the captain says it's raining near the airport so we circle in the AIR {freaky,eh?} for another half hour. We get back to Aunt Rosie's house at 6ish I think, and John showed me his guitar. {Which he is awesome at may I add,lol}

Thursday; Me, Ashley, and her friend Courtney went to Friday's for lunch..then John got home from summerschool and him,me,and Unlce Wes just hung around.

Friday; Me,John, Dennis {John's beautiful neighbor{ and Aunt Rosie went to Astroworld SixFlags. It was /so/ awesome. But really really hot. We went on almost every ride. Dennis and I had to sit next to eachother on Serial Thriller. Ehehe. A few hours after we got home we went into the ditch/bayou with Dennis, Lous, and Samantha {i think} Then at like 10pm Dennis came over when John and I were home alone, in like an army uniform and we played Hide and Seek with Louis and his sister. Then afterwards John and I /tried/ to make water balloons...but I pushed him into a wall. Ehehe. Cousin Bonding.^^

Saturday:Saturday we went to this parade thing for 4th of July which was really boring. And hot. Then at like 9:30pm John and i went to see Spiderman2 which sucked. We didnt leave until like12am.

Ill do the rest tommorow because Im bored. Byee.

Current Mood: lazy

Ok, since I wont be able to update for a week, I just HAD to do more quizzes. I swear I wont do anymore for like a month.

 I feel so special.^^ {Which of Benji's items are you?}

O_o. I think it's really just calling me stupid. Which Im content with.^^ {Which Benji Tattoo are you?}

Ok. Didn't know what Voluntary Coitus until did this quiz. Bad quizzy. -frown- {something about making out..-twitch-}

 Congrats! You're the real thing! People like you are hard to find these days! {Are You a True GC Fan?}

 You are sweet little innocent Joel. The shy guy who signs autographs with a cute, dimpled smile and barely talks. Yeah, and don't worry. It's not a secret that you're gay. So come on out already, would ya? {Which Joel Are You?} Aww..yey.

You are Benji's messy hair. lazy, irresponsible, and with a total lack of respect for authority is what you are. not to mention you stink. {What Benji Hair Are You?} would've had the pic..but it wont let copy and paste..grr..

Enough said.

That's actually one of their BEST songs ever..{what GC song are you?}

 Political Punk! You don't necesarily have an 'image', persay. You may dress abit punky but it's more your attitude and outlook on life that make you punk. Probably found at shows focusing on unity, vegan markets and even riots and protests, you fight for your cause. You're a true rebel, and even if others in the scene don't agree with your views, they respect your conviction. You rock. {What Type of punk are you?}

 You're a true true GC fan. {Do you REALLY Know GC?}

Ok. So it's been fun, see you in a week.

Me: purple

Quiz Text: green

Quiz Name: Red

Current Mood: nervous

Ok. I know it's sad. But I'm leaving for TX. So I won't be able to update on GoodCharlotte at ALL.

 Screaming is fun.^^

 WOW........ your Hard Core Benji..... you need to calm down.... just relax...stop bein a dick!.... You kiss your momma with that mouth?!? Hardcore.w00t.

 WoW your a true Good Charlotte fan, and just as addicted to them as me!!! La duh. That quiz was E to the Z. mwhwha.

 Billy-aw lil billy, the youngest of the group-you craddel robber! If they haven't noticed I'm /younger/ then him..But what can i say?^^

you are best repersneted by.... The Day That I Die (kick ass song!!)  OH YES.

 Billy -- So, you're the most beautiful being on the face of the planet, and regardless of that, you maintain your down-to-earth, laid-back persona. Keep up the good work, ... Emo Kid.  Aw yey. Emo 4 life. Mwhahaa.

 I KNEW IT!!!! I TOLD YOU!!

Ok, so if you haven't figured it out, green is my little captions, red is what the quizzes said.

Current Mood: accomplished

Wooooooot. I'm leaving for Texas in 2 days. Yeeeeeeey.

Ok, so yeah. You figure I'd be all freaked out to get on a plane because there will be on a terrorist on it. Im not really bothered by that at ALL. We have a good security system, so yeah.

I am TERRIFIED that I'm gonna end up sitting next to some really really fat hairy guy who falls asleep an drools on me. So yeah. GR..

Current Mood: ecstatic